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DS Match Fic: Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't
Title: Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't
Author:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
j_s_cavalcante
Pairing: Kowalski/Stella, Fraser/Kowalski
Rating: NC-17
Length: 22,600 words
Why I'm reccing this fic: Ever feel really, really glad you don't have a dick? You will after reading this.
This story runs through Ray Kowalski's life, from the time he tried going naked for realism when the big kids made him play an Indian in Cowboys and Indians, up to the present day. As a teenager, Ray struggles with his freakishly big dick that gets hard all the time, even sometimes around other guys.
This story is funny and heart-warming, stressful and deliciously porny. The author nails the anxiety of trying to fit in, and watching Ray try to deal with his asshole friends will make you fall in love with him all over again. Did I mention the long and scorchingly hot sex scene with Fraser? Go check it out!
"Knock it off," Jimmy said. "Jesus, Ray. You're gonna give us all a bad rep, with this dancing shit, and you notice I don't even mention that crap with you following the Cubs when you live in Sox country. What's the matter with you? You always gotta be different."
Yeah, there was that. Not like Ray did it on purpose, but he did kind of have a knack for standing out in a group. He didn't fit in up in Stella country any better than here. He'd had the wrong shoes for dance class for the first six months he took lessons, and even when he finally got some that worked, they were used, and kids in the class looked at him funny. Then his big feet got bigger and he had to get "new" used ones, and he still looked like shit even though his mom worked extra hours just to afford those.
Stella didn't care; thank God for Stella. She smiled at him when he showed up, just like always, and never even looked at his feet. She didn't see his clothes or his hair that needed to be cut two months ago. She didn't see a kid from the South Side who was different. She saw Ray, and he saw that you're-my-hero look in her eyes, and after class they put their heads together and he listened to her tell him all about criminal justice and how she was going to make a difference.
"If different means being with Stella," Ray said quietly, "then it's great to be different. I'm as different as they come. I'm the different-est. I got Stella."
Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't.
Author:
j_s_cavalcantePairing: Kowalski/Stella, Fraser/Kowalski
Rating: NC-17
Length: 22,600 words
Why I'm reccing this fic: Ever feel really, really glad you don't have a dick? You will after reading this.
This story runs through Ray Kowalski's life, from the time he tried going naked for realism when the big kids made him play an Indian in Cowboys and Indians, up to the present day. As a teenager, Ray struggles with his freakishly big dick that gets hard all the time, even sometimes around other guys.
This story is funny and heart-warming, stressful and deliciously porny. The author nails the anxiety of trying to fit in, and watching Ray try to deal with his asshole friends will make you fall in love with him all over again. Did I mention the long and scorchingly hot sex scene with Fraser? Go check it out!
"Knock it off," Jimmy said. "Jesus, Ray. You're gonna give us all a bad rep, with this dancing shit, and you notice I don't even mention that crap with you following the Cubs when you live in Sox country. What's the matter with you? You always gotta be different."
Yeah, there was that. Not like Ray did it on purpose, but he did kind of have a knack for standing out in a group. He didn't fit in up in Stella country any better than here. He'd had the wrong shoes for dance class for the first six months he took lessons, and even when he finally got some that worked, they were used, and kids in the class looked at him funny. Then his big feet got bigger and he had to get "new" used ones, and he still looked like shit even though his mom worked extra hours just to afford those.
Stella didn't care; thank God for Stella. She smiled at him when he showed up, just like always, and never even looked at his feet. She didn't see his clothes or his hair that needed to be cut two months ago. She didn't see a kid from the South Side who was different. She saw Ray, and he saw that you're-my-hero look in her eyes, and after class they put their heads together and he listened to her tell him all about criminal justice and how she was going to make a difference.
"If different means being with Stella," Ray said quietly, "then it's great to be different. I'm as different as they come. I'm the different-est. I got Stella."
Five Times Ray Kowalski Was Ashamed of His Dick and One Time He Wasn't.